Tel Aviv, September 2018
Acrylic on Canvas, [180cm x 120cm]
I am happy with myself.
You know what – I even rock.
I am surrounded by great people, I have passion for what I do, and overall – I think I feel comfortable with myself.
I understand that my feelings are a direct outcome of the process I have been going through over the past two years.
Now, more than ever before, I have come to the realization that the things I focus directly affect the way I feel.
I am working my ass off, but I haven't had steady income for almost three years, it's been very difficult for me to get involved into a serious relationship, and the next step constantly seems to be out of reach.
But here is the thing about acceptance; in many cases, we have a choice. We can either accept or reject, and much of the time rejecting doesn't change our reality, it just causes pain.
The only thing I have left to do, is to focus on the good, and to accept all of my sides –
And the ugly.